december

I wonder, how did we get this close together?
Come over, I won't be there until December
Can't help but fantasize
Can't stop seein' your face when I'm asleep
I think I realize
That you're the only one that means a thing, to me

Starin' at the ceilin', got me thinkin' how you're feelin'
Dream of what I'm dreamin', do you think of what I'm thinkin'?
Listenin' to your favorite song
That I've already heard a million times
But I don't mind

Ooh, I cry under the covers
Nothin' really matters
Ooh, It feels like it's forever
Can't wait 'til December

Sorry If I can't stop tellin' you of how much I miss you
You still haunt my mind on every single thing I do
Still don't understand how one like you could fall in love with me
I'll be the one to love you just the way I'm supposed to be
Now I'm

I remembered once you told me
No, you asked me to do it
You asked me to be selfish and not care 'bout what others think
Especially 'bout myself, for once in a while
I think what you meant wasn't being selfish per say
I guess what you asked me to do was

For me to be more considerate of myself as I am for others
Sometimes, I forget that I'm also a person
You reminded me that I am one
I'm still learnin', I'm tryin' to
So thank you, you've taught me a lot