heaven's sake. (Bonus Track)

Last summer was the start of where I'm heading now
When people had just really started hearing bout Dru
Last summer had to find a way to air it out
Last summer back in Boston had me thinkin'
Do I love you, do I love you not?
Last project you was pressed about me takin' shots
Them wasn't shots I was just real about it
Realer than 'em drunk texts
But I'm up baby this the most sober that I ever been
I've spent too many days
Just tryna gauge if everything we spoke about was really everything
All this unforgiveness really hesitated what I could've claimed
Knew He had it waiting
I had to let you go to open Heaven's gate
Thinking those was better days
But He got a better way
For Heaven's sake

And this I know, this I know
God's been doing things
So I've been on my way to finding all the things that I–
Oh yeah

That I've been missing surely I–, yeah (ah)
Woah, this project I'll be fired up, crazy
I've been jaded tryna make my mind up baby
Do I love you, do I love you not?
Last project you was pressed about me taking shots
Them wasn't shots
I had to speak on what I couldn't speak about
Tired overthinking thoughts I should've thought over
See if we could start over, level it yeah (Level)
Woah, bounty on my feelings had to bring 'em in
Get 'em out
Gotta say who we been leaving out of this love thing
We gotta trust Him to find the one we always dreamed about
'Cuz clearly we can't pick em then we screamin' out "F love"
Either way 'Hovah got the best love
Tell 'em how it's got me feeling better than I ever been

I've been on my way to
Finding all the things that I've been missing
If you're chasing love you won't find purpose in it
If you ain't found yourself in God, yeah
Oh yeah