forgiveness. (Extended Bonus Track)

Baby, when is it possible to see you
I got some time before I keep it moving
She don't think it's best because how we do
How we do when we link
But baby it's been too long since we caught up
I got some new things I wanna settle
We planned so many things together
Wedding rings
Picked out our daughter's name
It's tough forgetting things
We both got so invested
We thought this was inevitable
Not in the case of love between us baby
Maybe in a way that we'd never imagine
We might just find our way
To falling back into love with each other
Different space and time
A different phase of life
Different age but feelings never changed between us
Never hated you
Just needed space to deal with unforgiveness
I held myself to blame for the way that we had ended

I know, S-M-H that's such a "me" thing to say
Girl I've been meaning to say I love you anyway
Regardless of the things you did
Still a result of ignoring the better way
Of handling what I'm feeling
I'm sorry

But when we talk I see that look on your face
You still feel it
I know it ain't just me anymore
I been healing
You keep me on my toes shawdy
Work on your forgiveness that's God told me

Tired of being down, lonely
That's how I got in this predicament shawdy
It's clear to me now you was heaven sent woah
Can't tell where I'd be if we never met
Now heart condition critical
Girl every time I see you and all your beauty
I just see the problems we had been through
All the positives remind me why I should've been careful
With the boundaries that I set for my emotions
Been confusing carelessness with being open with you baby
'Cuz we shared so many things together
From inner shame and pain we'd never share with nobody else
That's forever
To "babe what color nails should l get for this dinner date
You know that I gotta see you tomorrow"
It's okay though
I'm stuck in a phase of fixing all the traits
That I been scared to say or pray about to the Lord
Reality's always painful
He's been doing things in me
So either way I know I'm 'bout to be straight in a minute
Couldn't phase through walls of unforgiveness
'Cuz mentally I was stuck in a maze
Until he saved me, call that amazing grace
It's crazy worrying bout shawdy changing til I changed

And I know, S-M-H that's such a "me" thing to say
Girl I've been meaning to say I love you anyway
Regardless of the things you did
Still a result of ignoring the better way
Of handling what I'm feeling
I'm sorry

But when we talk I see that look on your face
You still feel it
I know it ain't just me anymore
I been healing
You keep me on my toes shawdy
Work on your forgiveness that's God–
God told me