Acrylic Carpet Is the Best For Crying

I want to forget you
Forget all the things that you told me would be forever
The way your face lit up every time I said your name
The way your eyes used to shine like stars when you said mine
Did it mean nothing?
Was hurting the one person you claimed was always there for you worth it?
Was it worth it watching me lose my mind, trying to get out of a maze of your design?
I gave you everything I had, even when I had nothing
And when I had nothing, I gave myself debt
Debt and depression and anger and regret for not working longer hours
Just to buy you thing to impress him
Was I the problem?
Am I the problem?
If I did everything right, why am I here?
If I was your perfect love, why is my heart broken?
After all this time, I'm still here
Hurting, crying on my floor
On this dusty carpet
Over you

You may have broke my heart
But I broke it first
You never meant to wound me
I think that's why it hurts
Waking up at the bottom
And looking up at you
Loving someone else
And I don't know what to do
You say that you still love me
You say that you still care
So I would be a monster
To leave you standing there
As much as this will kill me
I need to see you smile
Even if it's not for me
Even if you're not mine

I love you so I must let you go
If you come back to me, only then I will know
I love you so I must let you go
I pray that you come back to me, your love completes my soul

I see a future so bright
So wonderfully pure
I hope I can take you there
But that choice is yours
Your laughter plays in my mind
Can't sleep anymore
Because in my dreams you're there
And my heart is full
I wish that I could go back
And fix what we did
Maybe you'd still be with me
And our love would persist
But maybe this was the plan
Written in the sky
Maybe we'll drift apart
And come together in time

I love you but I must let you go
If you come back to me, only then I will know
I love you so I must let you go
I pray that you come back to me, your love completes my soul

I will wait a thousand lifetimes
For the chance for you to be mine
I would die a thousand times
For the privilege to make you smile

I love you so I must let you go
If you come back to me, only then I will know
I love you so I must let you go
I pray that you come back to me, your love completes my soul

Give me a reason
Why you couldn't stay
Just give me one more night
I'll forget it the next day
I still need you
So very much