Pink Rabbits

I couldn't find quiet, I went out in the rain
I was just soaking my head to unrattle my brain
Somebody said you disappeared in a crowd
I didn't understand then, I don't understand now

Am I the one you think about
When you're sitting in your fainting chair, drinking pink rabbits?
Am I the one you think about
When you're sitting in your fainting chair, drinking pink rabbits?

And everybody was gone
You were staring down the street
'Cause you were trying not to crack up

It wasn't like a rain, it was more like a sea
I didn't ask for this pain, it just came over me
And I love a storm, but I don't love lightning
All the waters coming up so fast, it's frightening

Am I the one you think about
Whеn you're sitting in your fainting chair, drinking pink rabbits?
Am I the one you think about
Whеn you're sitting in your fainting chair, drinking pink rabbits?

And everybody was gone
I was staring down the street
'Cause I was trying not to crack

I was solid gold, I was in the fight
I was coming back from what seemed like a ruin
I couldn't see you coming so far
I turn around and there you are

I'm so surprised you wanna dance with me now
I was just getting used to living life without you around
I'm so surprised you wanna dance with me now
You always said I held you way too high off the ground

You didn't see me, I was falling apart
I was a white girl in a crowd of white girls in the park
You didn't see me, I was falling apart
I was a television version of a person with a broken heart

And everybody was gone
You stand down the street
'Cause you try not to crack up

And Bona Drag was still on
And now I only think about Los Angeles when the sun kicks out, oh-oh
Now I only think about Los Angeles when the sun kicks out

You said it would be painless
A needle in the dark
You said it would be painless
It wasn't that at all
You said it would be painless
A needle in the dark
You said it would be painless
It wasn't that at all