But Son..
Lonely, lonely, high school broke me
Carry 'round a backpack full of pain instead of books
Been ten years, still affects the way I look
Been dead years, hiding in my little nook
Graduated, went to college, felt the same shit
Couple of years passed, made me say 'fuck this'
If it weren't for my parents I'd be in the ground
Family's everything, never lose 'em in the crowd
Back then I sought solace in a drink
Tryna pull a girl, ended up with a shrink
When you saw me walk in the street in the rain
You'd think I was a ghost, but I was just pale
Switched hemispheres, got that vitamin D
Thought it would of helped, but I still felt bleak
2020 was the year that I was full of darkness
2020 was the year that I couldn't cope with
A struggle to adjust, a struggle was a must
A struggle to adapt to a region full of dust
A bottle full of 'skey, be living in the night
A knuckle to the head, thinking I'm a die
But then I realized, things are not that bad
Got a new sweet girl looking fine as hell
Got a family that loves me, sun is shining on me
All I got to do is love myself and be the real me
I'm doing good now, making waves and vibing
Hope I make it big, I'm a conquer like a Viking
Axe ready, heart rate steady
Took a full swing, blood spraying like confetti
I know I got some problems and I'm trying to sort 'em out
I know I got some demons and I'm trying to make 'em doubt
I know I got some habits and I'm trying find an out
At least I'm on a path of healing I'm a make you proud
Carry 'round a backpack full of pain instead of books
Been ten years, still affects the way I look
Been dead years, hiding in my little nook
Graduated, went to college, felt the same shit
Couple of years passed, made me say 'fuck this'
If it weren't for my parents I'd be in the ground
Family's everything, never lose 'em in the crowd
Back then I sought solace in a drink
Tryna pull a girl, ended up with a shrink
When you saw me walk in the street in the rain
You'd think I was a ghost, but I was just pale
Switched hemispheres, got that vitamin D
Thought it would of helped, but I still felt bleak
2020 was the year that I was full of darkness
2020 was the year that I couldn't cope with
A struggle to adjust, a struggle was a must
A struggle to adapt to a region full of dust
A bottle full of 'skey, be living in the night
A knuckle to the head, thinking I'm a die
But then I realized, things are not that bad
Got a new sweet girl looking fine as hell
Got a family that loves me, sun is shining on me
All I got to do is love myself and be the real me
I'm doing good now, making waves and vibing
Hope I make it big, I'm a conquer like a Viking
Axe ready, heart rate steady
Took a full swing, blood spraying like confetti
I know I got some problems and I'm trying to sort 'em out
I know I got some demons and I'm trying to make 'em doubt
I know I got some habits and I'm trying find an out
At least I'm on a path of healing I'm a make you proud
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Writer(s): Dean Evrard
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