Mars

Shoe box of my favorite days
Supposed to be the best years of my life
But looking forward to the silences when little things can matter in my mind
Supposed to sing and dance for you won't let me have a moment to myself
Will I ever be good enough for the world to breathe and let me just sit down?

Beyond these white walls I'm only seeing stars
I remember as a little kid I promised I'd fly to Mars oh oh
I promised I'd fly to Mars mmm

I haven't washed my hair in days
I just lay down and try to paint my walls
They say that creativity will calm the mind but there's stress sweat on my palms
I just wish the planets weren't in retrograde all of the time

Beyond these white walls I'm only seeing stars
I remember as a little kid I promised I'd fly to Mars oh oh
I promised I'd fly to Mars mmm

Hold me now
Hold me while I wait another year
Hold me while I try to figure out all these insecurities
Let's just go back
Imposter syndrome ringing in my ears
Can't you tell me what I want to hear?
It's over
Let's just go back



Credits
Writer(s): Eloise Granville
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