Desdemona of Balthazar

The Desdemona of Balthazar
Is about to count the cards
That amount to mountains
That are insurmountable
The Desdemona of Balthazar
Is about to bite the bar
And I wouldn't save her
If I'm near or far
Hol' up

Please do not come here with all that
Shit you be talking about
Put a sock in yo' mouth
Or I'll be walking you out
If I can't count on you
When I'm down and out
Then I cannot be out
And about with you
Leave me lonely girl, how could you?
Yeah, you see what that power do
Baby, I woulda showered you
But you not on my altitude
And I do not care how I'm viewed
All them people you put above me
They better be worth it
You chose that temporary perfect
Instead of just tryna work it out

Used to be able to count on you
Like a calculator
Til you morphed on a nigga
Like a power ranger
Damn
Went from being my Starburst
To a Now & Later
But, I don't even want you
Now or later
I get thrown so much confetti
From these bitches who never met me
And if I wanna fuck 'em
I know they would let me
My crown is getting too heavy
I got too poppin
Got all these people who never met me
Claiming that they met me
I'm like
How come all this interest in me now?
Nobody cared when
Both my wrists was bleeding out
And I'm like
How come all this interest in me now?
All of a sudden
I knew I was worth it
You were the only one with the doubts

Please do not come here with all that
Shit you be talking about
Put a sock in yo' mouth
Or I'll be walking you out
If I can't count on you
When I'm down and out
Then I cannot be out
And about with you
Leave me lonely girl, how could you?
Yeah, you see what that power do
Baby, I woulda showered you
But you not on my altitude
And I do not care how I'm viewed
All them people you put above me
They better be worth it
You chose that temporary perfect
Instead of just tryna work it out