I Surrender

I work all weekend
So I can't hangout with my friends
And I can't sleep again
Fuck it my depression wins

Yeah a great hand in poker is not the same as crazy eights
I guess what I am tryina say is we're all playing different games
And the hand that you was dealt might look real good to someone else
But they don't understand cuz they ain't live it for themselves
Yeah I was gave the ace of spades, silver spoon up in my mouth
But I still went through my struggles, I still had to make it out
And still on a daily basis gotta pray that GOD will help
There's no place for me in heaven so when I die I'll go to Hell

And I surrender
I surrender, I surrender, I surrender
I surrender, I surrender, I surrender
I surrender, I surrender, I surrender

Turned my insomnia to inspiration
Not a fucking second wasted
Y'all been thinking with your dick
Zombie brain, youz a waste man
I been flipping scripts and working hard to see my kid
All my teachers said I couldn't but now look at me I did

Eh welcome to my life yeah it's a shit show
I feel like my mind has a mind of it's own
The way that I unwind I get high and sip patron
Some days I wanna die but I still find it difficult

And I surrender
Take my life it's in your hands
I surrender
I'm not making any plans
I surrender
Tell my depression it wins
Yeah I surrender
I just wanna die again

I work all weekend
So I can't hangout with my friends
And I can't sleep again
Fuck it my depression wins

I been putting in the work and seeing no returns
I tried doing all I can to make this fucking work
Inside all I feel is pain and it fucking hurts
I'm just gonna walk away cuz it's not worth it anymore

Man I surrender
I surrender, I surrender, I surrender
I surrender, I surrender, I surrender
I surrender, I surrender, I surrender

I surrender
Take my life it's in your hands
Yeah I surrender
I'm not making any plans
I surrender
Tell my depression it wins
And I surrender
I just wanna die again

Oh I'll surrender
I surrender, I surrender, I surrender
I surrender, I surrender, I surrender
I surrender, I surrender, I surrender



Credits
Writer(s): Zac Mullaly
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