Cherry

I really wanna die
Like, thinking about staying alive is just wow
Such a burden having to worry about my own well being
I swear I'm not trying to be a downer
I just can't. I- I just can't
All these supposed responsibilities
I have to take care of everyone here.
It's exhausting, I can't do this anymore.
I'm the kid, not the adult
Thinking about what to eat three times a day
Makes my skin crawl I'm tired of living here
It's not their fault they need me here
But why am I supposed to put everything on hold
Until everyone gets their shit together
I can't anymore
I'm tired I'm tired
I can't even say what I think anymore
It's exhausting to have to be grateful for it all
I swear I didn't ask to be born
I mean come on, I mean come on!
How are you not tired of having to worry about things
That have to do with this stupid prison
I didn't want to be in
This body is the worst.
Eating, pooping, sleeping is so exhausting,
Jesus fucking Christ I-
I feel confined by the limits of what
Is supposed to be real like things I can touch
Why can't I just exist out of everyone's perception?
I can't even fathom the idea of them thinking of me
As something I know I'm not
I mean come one, I mean come on
Just let me go, I wanna go



Credits
Writer(s): Danika Mata Rojas
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