Decay

Through the night
I can't seem to see it, what is light?
Darkness covers me like a wave
I'm just losing all my faith, I cause pain
I just watch my heart decay, the love it fades

I ain't never had love
I ain't never had hope, all I ever knew was hate
I ain't never been enough
Never learned how to cope, I ain't ever feel safe
Had no one I could trust
I ain't really have a home, I was just a mistake
Wanted something I could touch
But when I got close everything got erased
Where was ya'll at?
When I was down bad you would fall back
I used to have fam but I'm off that
Tell my how you supposed to find good when it's all bad
Tell me what you call that
That's a false reality, frauds abroad and I can't ignore the fallacy
The more and more I dig, the more I see I'd rather be the change
Born through war and tragedy
I'm tearing shown these walls you made, I break them
I came to free what you would call a nation
A new beginning starts at the foundation
Your fall is here, you're better off embracing
I could've been saved but I wasn't
Your hero's vacant and that created a light that's faded
I lost my heart at a price you paying

Through the night
I can't seem to see it, what is light?
Darkness covers me like a wave
I'm just losing all my faith, I cause pain
I just watch my heart decay, the love it fades

I ain't never had love
I ain't never had family, you don't understand me
I ain't never had friends
That's just part of the planning
You don't know how it feel, I'm swallowing tears, I wallow in fear
Really been gone for a year
You don't know how it is
What you know 'bout gettin' it out the mud?
Really out here fightin' flesh and blood
Told me that they love me that's a lie
Got me looking 'round like who are you
Bullets hit the chest like do-do-doom
They ain't know I was bulletproof
Never tripping, always make a move
Even if they giving up on you
Before I let'em kill me I'ma fight
I won't ever let'em take my life
I'ma give it my all every day
'cuz everything I touch gon fade away

Through the night
I can't seem to see it, what is light?
Darkness covers me like a wave
I'm just losing all my faith, I cause pain
I just watch my heart decay, the love it fades



Credits
Writer(s): Nicholas Dale Campbell
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