Growing Up

I'm so low even tho I get high
I don't know if I'm gonna be allright
I'm so tired I'm sick of my fight
I'm so tired I'm sick of my life
I don't wanna smile so hand just hide it
I hate it it's fine inside it
Constant fighting tho I ain't violent
Fuck my life up fuck being silent

I came up from the bottom still I'm growing up
Try to hide from the bottle but it's showing up
Me and life in constant battle don't i k-now enough
I just let my heart shatter Am I low enough?
Am I going up? Before I am going off?
To the cemetery check my stone get the coffin up
Am I blowing up? Bitch do I do enough?
Born to the same home but still feel like a foreigner

Writing up these lines is a tiket to my soul
Checking out the sales and it's zero tickets sold
Dark toughts, being lonely is getting old
You won't hear me but my story's getting told
I was seventeen when my world got fucked up
Mom got sick and the cycle was locked up
Did wrong to my brother who I looked up To
Now I'm in a studio giving love up too
I'm a broken man whos soul is soulless
don't talk with my actions I condone this
I fuck things up back boneless
I know this! No one notice!
Catastrophy when you ask for me
I call out for help low-key don't answer me
This pain it will relapse on me
So don't help me up just laugh for me

I came up from the bottom still I'm growing up
Try to hide from the bottle but it's showing up
Me and life in constant battle don't I know enough
I just let my heart shatter Am I low enough?
Am I going up? Before I am going off?
To the cemetery check my stone get the coffin up
Am I blowing up? Bitch do I do enough?
Born to the same home but still feel like a foreigner

I came up from the bottom still I'm growing up
Try to hide from the bottle but it's showing up
Me and life in constant battle don't I know enough
I just let my heart shatter Am I low enough?
I came up from the bottom still I'm growing up
Try to hide from the bottle but it's showing up
Am I growing up? Tell me if I'm growing up
If I'm growing up? Tell me why I'm fucking up!



Credits
Writer(s): Tawer Jaba
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