I'm Not Getting Any Younger

It's late, I did a lot of bad things to you
And now I'm wondering
If I can pull myself up off the floor
You say I don't have anything left to prove
Well then maybe you can tell me
Just what I've been fighting for

I don't wanna waste away
I'm sick of walking through the haze
And feeling like there's nothing left

'Cause I'm not getting any younger
Is it any wonder
I found myself to blame?
Now I can't even find that hunger
I don't know the number
Of days that feel the same

I killed the lights and I shut the door
To try to find whatever I was looking for
I'd rather get lost in a TV screen
Than ask what all these feelings are supposed to mean
I used to pray to God all this shit would change
To take away the bitterness and quell the rage
So sick of being numb, too scared to ask for help
But not as much as being honest with myself

I'm not getting any younger
Is it any wonder
I found myself to blame?
Now I can't even find that hunger
I don't know the number
Of days that feel the same

I built a wall around me
To have a place to break down
I made a million mistakes
But now I'm finally crawling my way out

'Cause I'm not getting any younger
Is it any wonder
I found myself to blame?
Now I can't even find that hunger
I don't know the number
Of days that feel the same

'Cause I'm not getting any younger
Is it any wonder
I found myself to blame?
Now I can't even find that hunger
I don't know the number
Of days that feel the same



Credits
Writer(s): Bryan Rolli
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