Until I'm Found

It's 7:00 AM, my alarm isn't set
And I'm laying in bed but I haven't been able to sleep
I've been struggling for weeks
I'm slightly depressed and I'm kind of a mess
There's a pain in my head and body's feeling weak
So I lay here in defeat
I open my phone to check the time and see
That I only have half an hour left for me to sleep
But there's nowhere I need to be
I get up and dressed and I hope for the best
As I take my first steps to becoming something more
Finally become someone

But there's nothing I can do
To change the past or how it's viewed

Life is a pit and I'll keep falling
Lower and lower, until there's ground
I'll find my footing, then I'll start walking
Further and further, until I'm found

When I think of my pain it all leads to one place in my head
It's the part of my mind you disorganized
Tore apart and left behind
I gave you my trust, and I gave you my soul
But you spit in my face and you took away my control
Ignored me when I said no
Never again will I ask for your hand
When I'm needing a friend, no longer look to you
No trust, can't confide in you
Holding my head up barely keeping things together
Each day is better and I'm still holding on
Step by step I will improve

But there's nothing I can do
To change the world, or how it's viewed

Life is a pit and I'll keep falling
Lower and lower, until there's ground
I'll find my footing, then I'll start walking
Further and further, until I'm found

I'm not on my own this time
I have people by my side
I'm not alone in this fight
I have you all by my side

Things happen so suddenly
There's nothing I can do but see
Where the wind is blowing me
And if I can land safely

Life is a pit and I'll keep falling
Lower and lower, until there's ground
I'll find my footing, then I'll start walking
Further and further, until I'm
Until I'm found

Life is a pit and I'll keep falling
Lower and lower, until there's ground
I'll find my footing, then I'll start walking
Further and further, until I'm found

Life is a pit and I'll keep falling
Lower and lower, but there's no ground
Stuck in the river, I'll keep sinking
Further and further, until I drown

I'm not on my own this time
I have people by my side
I'm not alone in this fight
I have you all by my side

Things happen so suddenly
There's nothing I can do but see
Where the wind is blowing me
And if I can land safely