Machine

So here I find myself
Tired to the fuckin' bone
Nightmares haunting me
Of what is yet to come

I've lost
All my trust
All my faith
All that's left is disgust

An all-consuming machine
It feasts on sorrow and despair
It will devour inner peace
A broken world beyond repair
Beyond Repair

Shattered memories
of genuine smiles
Obscure visions
of serenity and bliss

Why do these thoughts feel hostile to me
When the fuck have I become like this
Why do these thoughts feel hostile to me
When the fuck have I become like this

How can I proceed?
I'm stuck in a maze
How can I see?
I'm surrounded by haze
When I see myself
I'm repelled by my face
How can I learn?
When all wisdom's ablaze

I'm drained by excuses
For who I want to be
I'm done with abuses
Of broken ones like me
I'm lying awake every night
With terrors on my mind
Should I just end this life
Or take back what was mine?



Credits
Writer(s): Andreas Küchle
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