High King

It's all the time I wonder
If by now I'd've gotten further
If when I was younger
Some things were different for me

I've had my time to do some
Thinking and creating
Making something that's in my head
Is it healthy to live fantasy?

So I wake up in a diamond palace
Go outside and all my friends are there
It's a surprise birthday party
It's in June, but I don't really care

And I struggle just to keep my balance
After my ninth Russo-Baltique shot
And I'm still not sure what happiness is
In the past I know that I've been wrong a lot

Step into this old wardrobe
Forget everything you know
Done with believing in anything
That I am not shown

Behind the gym I hear the signs
And change them for myself
What you think is paradise
I wouldn't take too well

You know, you know I love ya
It's just that I know you wonder
If i'm going under, fallen
Lost for all eternity

Just know that I am happy
I'm myself more than I have been
Sorry for escaping
But I have to live my fantasy

So I wake up in a diamond palace
Go outside and all my friends are there
It's a surprise birthday party
It's in June, but I don't really care

And I struggle just to keep my balance
After my tenth Russo-Baltique shot
And I'm still not sure what happiness is
In the past I know that I've been wrong a lot

Step into this old wardrobe
Forget everything you know
Done with believing in anything
That I am not shown

Behind the gym I hear the signs
And change them for myself
What you think is paradise
I wouldn't take too well

When I had all my focus further up and further in
I thought my own self wasn't half as worth believing in
And now I am the High King
And no one's blood needs bleeding

When I had all my focus further up and further in
I thought my own self wasn't half as worth believing in
And now I am the High King
And no one's blood needs bleeding
I'll lead this life with my heart
I hope you can forgive me

I'll lead this life with my heart
I hope you can forgive me