A Salinas Soliloquy

Rackin my brain
How you feelin
This music my mirror
My self reflection

See where I'm from
We taught suppress em
Big boys don't cry
All that shit that's for the women

Backwards thinking
Stagnant people
Generations deep
The shit get deep though

I see my daughter
Grow into self
Guess I do the same at the same time
Just always worried about everybody else

And that's my problem
It be my loyalty
Got everybody
Who really got me

Simple question
Simple man
I repent I repent
I repent

Dirty deeds
Things I did
There ain't a soul
I could ever fully trust in

From the bottom
Of my heart
Are we gon grow together, baby
Or we grow apart

Simple question
Now which one is it?
Cause this thang gon move
Whether or not you with it

I learned that business
Don't mix with family
Greed got my cuzzo
Trynna scam my aunties

It's a cold game
Cold blooded
Shit change
No longer brothers

On my momma
I been solid
I hope my loved ones feel at ease
When I say I got em

I had to shake em
Get from near em
I got the game from BLISM
I don't even hear em

I'm overwhelmed
Buried to my upper lip
My nose still exposed though
I ain't drowning yet

Now I could panic kill myself
Yea lose my shit
Or I could just chill
Enjoy the lil I got left

Yea what I got now
Forget back then
In the moment baby
Is where we need to live

Life's a trip
No more wasting time
Cause we could be dead
By the end of this line.
Damn



Credits
Writer(s): Joaquin Casareno
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