Sentimental

I never made this beat for reasons that was sentimental
But I be wrong if i don't let you know just how I'm feeling
Spirit beat to death my soul shatterd on this ladder
Reconstructed myself and I'm barely feeling monumental

I drop a beat record da verse in hopes I make a killing
You cast a stone I turn my cheek that's a Jesus feeling
I want the money from the music thats if lord willing
If make a million then that shit gone be coincidental

Really my life is truly on another level
Sliding syliboles on a treble how I put the words together

Signing my curses in cursive with a single feather
Wrote to you in cursive so I know you feeling every letter

I be the, bad guy
Told the good ones gone and scatter
The way that I go about my feelings is a
Different matter
Put it em on a song cause I know that yall gone feel em faster
I done put in all this work now watch me get the money after

Don't hate on me because you truly can't outshine a master
I'm asking why was I born and all I get is laughter
I'm asking wats my purposes but you preaching like a pastor
So I walked on my own path and i found a better answer faster

I look to the sky with alot of question in my eyes
My daughter be scared cause i ain't really in her life
I try to better but the shit I'm doing just ain't right
I keep it corretta but still toss and turn at night

I'm laughing at the pain from the misery of life
Keep a couple collectibles that can still take a life
Smoking and drinking to pass all these hurtful feelings
Endless pain and I'm feeling like it's never healing
I been getting my ass kicked around by the cards and dice
It's never once in a life time cause I do it twice
Living on the corner drowning tryna stay afloat
Hella hard maintaining when you just over broke

They tell me im in God's image but im still trying to grow
They tell me drop the weed nigga but they know imma smoke
I get everything we need then I go get some more
Don't ask me for cigarette ion fuck with the potes

Blow a check at the store
Put in work at yo
Bitch im still going in call me Tony Romo
I wanna learn some new thangs Mami yo quierro
Told my Spanish partner busco heirbo mí amigo
I'm reaching higher standards higher goals never made the honor roll
Everybody round me always tell me how my life should go
But little do they know I'm really grinding doing more
So i really made this beat for reasons they'll never know

So I never wrote this beat for reason that was sentimental