Changing

Steady thinking bout my life and where I went wrong
Tryna hide all of my pain don't wanna talk I turn off my phone
Remember getting on my knees asking the lord to come and save me
And I'm so hurt deep down inside feel like my chest caving
Why would you tell me that you love damn well you don't mean it
Hard to trust these smiling faces when people is so deceiving
Lieing on a nigga name for clout you gone believe em
Feel like my heart sinking

Tried to tell the youngins stay off the block you need to stay in school
15 got kicked out my momma house cause I couldn't follow rules
You can't try me like no sucka young age i been a hustler
Got me a job tryna stack dem funds he run up I'm gone bus em
Gave you my all you didn't deserve it
Lord knows that I been hurting
Ever since a little kid daddy gone momma worried
I'm focused on my dreams won't let nun get in between
Cause I used to be down bad and Dey used to laugh at me
All them youngins know is murder steady killing up the innocent
He used to be a server now he sitting behind dem walls in da pen
Ain't have no money so he invest his funds into trapping
Tryna make it out da hood so many niggas out here rapping
Yo dawg say its love but stab ya in ya back
Feens on da block walking round tryna get sum crack
Bitches set you up tell you love Dey ion mean it
I been moving sober minded but right now I'm feenin
So many times I coulda gave up
I been too busy chasing this paper
You was wrong for what you did but Ian gone stress it
I'm so thank for God man I tell you it's a blessing
All the pain that I be feeling they'll never understand me
Since a kid ive had dreams I just wanna feed my family
Late nights be in my thoughts thinking damn I miss my granny
Remember I was down bad they ain't wanna gimme shit
For the ones who did me wrong I hope you listening
Who woulda knew I woulda came this far
But I'm a shooting star

Steady thinking bout my life and where I went wrong
Tryna hide all of my pain don't wanna talk I turn off my phone
Remember getting on my knees asking the lord to come and save me
And I'm so hurt deep down inside feel like my chest caving
Why would you tell me that you love damn well you don't mean it
Hard to trust these smiling faces when people is so deceiving
lieing on a nigga name for clout you gone believe em
Feel like my heart sinking



Credits
Writer(s): Micah Paul
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