Forever 48

You don't know I hate the beach now
I'm too scared of getting sunburned
I was laughing at your funeral
And the whole entire church heard
Pretty sure they think I'm insane
Or even worse, insensitive

I was honest with my therapist
And she said i was hormonal
So i never told her everything
Like how i didn't miss you
I was only twelve and tired
And she wasted too little of my time

What if you only said you loved me and you never did?
What if my memories are sentences you never said?
If you were sighing in relief cause it was your last breath?
What if I'm blocking out my life cause i can't live with it?

I'm not trying to neglect you
But i don't want to remember
I was sick in all the pictures
And you look kind of angred
The tattoos i don't buy into
Make them think i don't love you

They told me i was too soft
But just whenever i got angry
Now i only know to process things
When they aren't happening to me
But I'll wait my turn forever
I don't think i like talking, anyway

What if you only said you loved me and you never did?
What if my memories are sentences you never said?
If you were sighing in relief cause it was your last breath?
What if I'm blocking out my life cause i can't live with it?

What if you only said you loved me and you never did?
What if my memories are sentences you never said?
If you were sighing in relief cause it was your last breath?
What if I'm blocking out my life cause i can't live with it?



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