Always Wanting

Another house, another change
And they move further and further away
I was fired once again today
Yeah things still somehow feel the same

I don't know what I'm meant to want
And every weekend's like the last
Yeah things just somehow never change
I drown in everybody's way

Always wanting
Always hoping
Always in this stupid state
Another love
Another dream
Of the words you'll never say

When we danced,
When we drank
And fell apart inside my room
I don't know
What it was,
But I wanted more of you

Three months on,
Locked down
With you always on my brain
Four AM,
Wake up late
And I've dreamt of you again

Play that night
Till I die
Yeah it's all I've got of you
Nothing else,
I made it up
Yeah I really don't need much

Thought by now
I would know
That this never works out
Give it all up for someone
Then bathe in the drought

I keep myself insane
There's no one else to blame
All around me I have love but I get off on pain

Speeding miles out of the city
For a middle of nowhere party
For a minute you were real with me
And your secret is safe in the taxi
But now I watch you unravel before me
And pretend like no one is watching

But everybody wants a piece
So you smile with your teeth
And I tell myself
It was real with me
I'll believe
Anything that I need
To keep drinking up this fantasy
Yeah forget about everything else

(... be
What I wanted
And you could
Be what I wanted)

Always wanting
Always hoping
Always in this stupid state
Another love
Another dream
Of the words you'll never say

When we danced,
When we drank
And fell apart inside my room
I don't know
What it was,
But I wanted more of you

Thought by now
I would know
That this never works out
Give it all up for someone
Then bathe in the drought

I keep myself insane
There's no one else to blame
All around me I have love but I get off on pain

Thought by now
I would know
That this never works out
Give it all up for someone
Then bathe in the drought

I keep myself insane
There's no one else to blame
All around me I have love but I get off on pain