For the First Time In Years
Tell me that I'm better than the me you used to know
When wasting life and killing time was all that I'd known
Can barely stare you in eyes, the fact that you'd know
Though I'm not lonely, I still feel alone
I struggle to find myself this time
Everything is so unfamiliar
Coz I woke up and didn't want to die
For the first time in years
Feels like I'll never grasp it
My happy ending never happened
I still forget, that's how you planned it
Cut the loss, they've all moved past it
Timing couldn't be worse
Never found a sense of self worth
You made me feel something, it still hurts
Bleed me out on show for the world
I struggle to find myself this time
Everything is so unfamiliar
Coz I woke up and didn't want to die
For the first time in years
Don't wait around til you finally get it right
Til it's finally clear
I opened up and let sun inside
For the first time in years
I woke up and wanna be alive
For the first time in years
Moving forward, I know I'll be alright
I can feel it from here
Moving forward, I know I'll be alright
I can feel it from here
Just let it go
Forget me
Who would've known
That it'd be me?
I'm giving up
To a degree
Sad souls don't float upstream
Sad souls don't float upstream
ERRRRRGGHHH!!
I struggle to find myself this time
I woke up and didn't want to die
You'll find me falling faster
The story's old, let's close this chapter
I'll stop writing about it after
Kinda wish this never happened
Paradise was bullshit
Swear I felt it deep in my chest
I never thought that life would crack me
I'm giving up, I hope you're happy
When wasting life and killing time was all that I'd known
Can barely stare you in eyes, the fact that you'd know
Though I'm not lonely, I still feel alone
I struggle to find myself this time
Everything is so unfamiliar
Coz I woke up and didn't want to die
For the first time in years
Feels like I'll never grasp it
My happy ending never happened
I still forget, that's how you planned it
Cut the loss, they've all moved past it
Timing couldn't be worse
Never found a sense of self worth
You made me feel something, it still hurts
Bleed me out on show for the world
I struggle to find myself this time
Everything is so unfamiliar
Coz I woke up and didn't want to die
For the first time in years
Don't wait around til you finally get it right
Til it's finally clear
I opened up and let sun inside
For the first time in years
I woke up and wanna be alive
For the first time in years
Moving forward, I know I'll be alright
I can feel it from here
Moving forward, I know I'll be alright
I can feel it from here
Just let it go
Forget me
Who would've known
That it'd be me?
I'm giving up
To a degree
Sad souls don't float upstream
Sad souls don't float upstream
ERRRRRGGHHH!!
I struggle to find myself this time
I woke up and didn't want to die
You'll find me falling faster
The story's old, let's close this chapter
I'll stop writing about it after
Kinda wish this never happened
Paradise was bullshit
Swear I felt it deep in my chest
I never thought that life would crack me
I'm giving up, I hope you're happy
Credits
Writer(s): James Garnett, Matthew Betmalik, Tyson Ryan, Wade Garnett
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