Pain Inside

And I'm realizing man
I'm fucked up
like for real though
You fucked up too
Just listen

And I got secrets, I'm gone died with
Shit that I can't pale, cant pale (Ouhh)
They sent my brother to the island
My mama she was crying
She crying, (mmh)We crying
You see me smiling, but I'm hurting in silence
Who care to listen, so I talk to the mirror
The only place that I see God and he listens
I summoned death but devil scared to get near me
You hear me?

Heart broken, where my bottle pop
I just need to get me right
I might do a perc today, until I feel I'm right okay
They telling me slow down, off that crazy shit I'm talking about
But baby It's how I'm feeling, I can't help it I got pain inside
I'm really on my own, y'all can't tell me how I feel inside
I wake up wanna kill myself, but I don't wanna hurt my mom
My sister really love me though, that shits unconditional
So if I take my life tonight, I know that it would kill them both

She killed my
Cause get ex came out of jail
That same nigga that use to beat her, but oh well
Talking down on my little sisters, Is you out your mind
And my peoples really loved you, till you crossed that line

And I got secrets, I'm gone died with
Shit that I can't pale, cant pale (Ouhh)
They sent my brother to the island
My mama she was crying
She crying, (mmmh)We crying
You see me smiling, but I'm hurting in silence
Who care to listen, so I talk to the mirror
The only place that I see God and he listens
I summoned death but devil scared to get near me
You hear me?

Ain't seen my bro in fifteen years, I swear I can't wripe nomore tears
Sometimes I see em in the mirror, I wanna ask him how he feel?
Niggas had their hand all In my plate, while I was tryna fix a meal
Having suicidal thoughts, I pray you love me while I'm here
Hope you love me if I'm right or wrong
It's some shit that you don't need to know
Heard the devil really want my soul, but God gave me a pick and roll
I been lead on, my baby did me dead wrong
For the times they ain't understand me, It's some shit I had to stand on

She killed my
Cause get ex came out of jail
That same nigga that use to beat her, but oh well
Talking down on my little sisters, Is you out your mind
And my peoples really loved you, till you crossed that line

And I got secrets, I'm gone died with
Shit that I can't pale, cant pale (Ouhh)
They sent my brother to the island
My mama she was crying
She crying, (mmmh)We crying