Bad for Me

I'm way more than what I show
Or what they know for me to be
This shit hard for me to breathe

Got left to burn in the fires of agony
This shit getting bad for me
I try to change my ways then they hassle me
Demons wan capture me
I take a pill rap how i feel they used to laugh at me
Now i'm the fucking main topic you wanna chop it
Gotta have a bag for me
You could fuck her i can't truth the bitch at all
I'm trynna pass the streets
Swang yo stick you say you love me
I feel this flawless shit what the pastor preach
Vision cloudy trynna rush it
I got a dream that i could barely see
But it's near me and it's coming
I keep running if i got a pair of feet
If I sit it down i pick it up to throw away
This for any cup i drank
I can't trust nobody fuck love a nigga blinded
From all this fucking hate
I been moving with that stick this shit like hockey
I hit a puck and skate
I got murder sitting on side me
But i seen death and went the other way
Stuffing my feelings in my pocket nigga
Brain fulla wisdom
Once they changed on a nigga i felt that pain and i died a little
More to lose than gain don't want no fame shit i'm just trynna figure
How i came in wet as fuck from all this rain and i still cried a river
These streets got nun but violence in em
Jump em in and die a victim
I could get a big deal be with the shit still
Talm bout blinding niggas
I barely talk at all my feelings lost
My thoughts behind a nigga
I ain't know bout who she was i was chasing love
I coulda been dying with her
Ain't have no plug ain't have no buzz ain't have to lie to get her
Still cope with drugs i feel my skull caving inside a nigga
Her intentions no where pure see that inside the mirror
If i couldn't see or i couldn't hear reach for them lies and feel em

I'm way more than what i show
Or what they know for me to be
I got problems at my throat
This shit getting hard for me to breathe

Back first laid in that casket
Gone be the place my shadow meet my flesh
I'll choose the streets over rapping
Do anything for me to see a check
From the jump knew this could happen
But they wasn't clapping when they seen my best
I was out there when it got nasty now i'm asking for to clean my mess
By my bed i talk to God at night
Where we ran it that's where i leave my stress
How i feel i had a harder life
I'll risk it once i see a bet
Bout some shit i don't even argue twice
How you feel i let you be correct
Pack my heart up and go board a flight
Fore i feel i ever need her back
Certain situations left me fucked off in the end
Fore i get fucked off bout a bitch i'll probably run off on my kid
Ain't trusting shit that breathe
Say you love me then you leave that shit a sin
I can't even grieve got too many fucking needs under my pen
I send my heart out to Li Ken
I can't change it but i feel i'm the one they blaming for what he did
This shit crazy what we in
He know behind him ain't no thinking i'll get dirty with a pig
And lose it all then come right back
And do that same shit again
I been feeling short of wind
Take a tab and feel a rush i'll probably chase it with a cig
Got my patience kicking in
They gone blank me if i ain't thinking
Gotta have my head on when they see it
All this beef a nigga in got me falling back from all my kin
Come on
It's Mula nigga

I'm way more than what i show
Or what they know for me to be
I got problems at my throat
This shit getting hard for me to breathe