Living It

Sunbeams on your daybed
It's the afternoon and we haven't slept yet
Last night we both cried
And I still have mascara on my dress

And I don't believe in magic
But, babe, I believe in second changes
We're young, and we're bored, I'm here at your door
Would it kill you to give me one more?

This is so difficult, I need a miracle
It was so innocent, love unconditional
Why are you ambivalent? Actin' unreachable
I'm on the internet tryna stay spiritual

I'm not inconsiderate, but you didn't consider it
If you date my best friend, then we can't be intimate
So insignificant, for me, it was infinite
Pinching my skin to remember I'm living it

Throw up in the bathroom
Six months, but you're here when I need you
So brave, you're an angel
Hold on to this youth, let those years do what they'll do

I don't believe in magic
But, babe, I believe in second changes

This is so difficult, I need a miracle
It was so innocent, love unconditional
Why are you ambivalent? Actin' unreachable
I'm on the internet tryna stay spiritual

Not inconsiderate, but you didn't consider it
If you date my best friend, then we can't be intimate
So insignificant, for me, it was infinite
Pinchin' my skin to remember I'm

(It seems I don't need you, it seems I don't)
Living it (need you like you need)

It's only living, after all