Waiting for Death to Begin

I've heard this voice in my head before
But it's something more
This time it feels incendiary
It's made me weak, and I feel like I'm breathing chloroform
The change is all but ordinary

So pull away just to suffocate
But you know I'm naive

You're lying through your halo, holding my hand
Guiding to a painful, suffering end
And I'll break down, there's no way out
So I'll take my last breath as I'm waiting for death to begin

I'll wear a mask so we fool ourselves
Don't want the help
This time it's never ending

So pull away, 'cause I'm suffocating
You know I'm so naive

You're lying through your halo, holding my hand
Guiding to a painful, suffering end
And I'll break down, there's no way out
So I'll take my last breath as I'm waiting for death to begin

(So pull away, just to suffocate)
(But you know I'm naive)

'Cause you're lying through your halo, holding my hand
Guiding to a painful, suffering end
And I'll break down, there's no way out
So I'll take my last breath as I'm waiting for death to begin