Down Below

I'm stuck way down below
I feel the pressure crushing my bones
At first, was comfort but now its just pain
The thoughts in silence pierce each scar I've ever owned

Pulled down the bottle from its' place on the shelf
I never thought I'd wind up here by myself
The call of mourning for the ones I've never had
I'm falling deeper with each chime of the horrid bell

Way down below
Way down below

Falling, Sinking, Struggling to get some air
I stopped thinking, why should I even care
The cold and comfort embrace of the deep
Has never been a struggle before, way down below

I fight for me
To finally set myself free
There's a missing piece, the puzzle is incomplete
I lost it out at sea

Rough waters all the time
Can't call this life a paradigm
These tides are harsh all on your own
But I won't force you through that grind

Of way down below
Way down below

Falling, Sinking, Struggling to get some for air
I stopped thinking, why should I even care
The cold and comfort embrace of the deep
Has never been a struggle before, way down below

I've come up to breathe
Clawing and scratching to find my autonomy

Fighting, fleeing, wondering where I've been
I stopped thinking, I'm embracing all my sins
The dark and distant grasp of the deep
Is no longer a safe haven now, I'm out from below

From way down below
Way down below