Tough Luck

I put my headphones in and record about what's wrong
Cause I'm done with all of this crap that's been going on
But you can call me crazy you can call me insane
Call me what you want but I'm me at the end of the day

Sorry if you dislike who you think I am
If you sat down and talked maybe it would change my man
But you can't do that you just play pretend
It's scary how easily you lie saying who I am

Am I your best friend am I a loved one
Am I a piece of trash is that just tough luck
I thought you knew me am I a newbie
Did something change between you and me

I don't get it where did I go wrong
I'm finished I rewrite the same song
Over and over and over and

Am I your best friend am I a loved one
Am I a piece of trash is that just tough luck
I thought you knew me am I a newbie
Did something change or is that just tough luck

I don't get it where did I go wrong
I'm finished I rewrite the same song
Over and over and over again

Yeah doubt it for a second then I'm back
Then I doubt it again repeat like a clap
321 count down till I crack
Too much pressure no defense it's like I'm under attack
No spell, no strange, no one here to protect me
19 step up to the plate get Red-y
I like to be the tough guy like my ex sees
But the only thing hard is my bars so let's see

Why does everyone feel like they distant
May be a sprinter but I feel like this is distance
Is that the key do I rush or back off
Do I stay to myself or screw off
Options, choices all of it is mine
But I feel like I'm choosing the wrong one every time
It's me, I'm the problem, I'm the issue
At least I thought, but then I think back to you
Make a choice do you like me or not
Do you care about me or not
I don't get it I don't understand
When did everything stop going to plan
It's not that anyone's ignorant
We just need to explain cause I'm curious

Am I your best friend am I a loved one
Am I a piece of trash is that just tough luck
I thought you knew me am I a newbie
Did something change between you and me

I don't get it where did I go wrong
I'm finished I rewrite the same song
Over and over and over again

Over and over again
But she never want it to end
She say how I'm more than a friend
But she just loves to pretend
Aye am I a loved one was I just fun
Yeah you're hurting me I am just done
Now I'm feeling lost think you've just won
Looking down the barrel of my next gun
I just feel numb

Am I your best friend
Am I a loved one
Am I a piece of trash
Or is that just tough luck