Fine

Riding my bike down Dean Street breathing dusty city air
Sitting at a table counting strands of wavy hair
I am fine
I'm feeling fine

Waking up on the sofa as the sun begins to rise
Staring in the mirror gazing into tired eyes
I am fine
I'm feeling
I'm feeling fine

But who says fine is fine?
Though safe is good
What if I would just fall apart?
And let myself be anxiously still, until

I feel my heartbeat racing
And the voices in my head
Tell me breathe a little faster
And my stomach feels like lead
And I wonder if I'll make it out of this alive
'Cause what if this won't end?
Will I be fine?

Picking up a penny as I cross a busy street
Going up the elevator staring at my feet
I am fine
I'm feeling
I'm feeling fine

Cause who says fine is fine?
I'm safe and sound
What if I found myself alone?
And let myself be anxiously still, until

I feel my heartbeat racing
And the voices in my head
Tell me I'm not gonna make it
That I might as well be dead
And I wonder if I'll see tomorrow's nighttime sky
Cause what if this won't end?
Will I be fine?

When I feel my heartbeat racing
And the voices in my head
Tell me I'm not good enough
Even though my mama said
That I gotta just believe like she believes in me
Cause what if this won't end?
On myself, can I depend?
Bear my soul and play pretend?
Oh, my wounded heart I'll mend
I'll be fine