Girls & Cars & New York City

I'm half awake saying a name
I'm half rendered in a video game
I'm busy like I've been to the buffet
I'm in a perpetual stalemate
Don't let myself check myself cause I
I kinda like looking sick and pale lately
I'm standing on the promenade like a rock in a salmon stream
Don't know if I'm remembering a memory or a dream
Cause it has to do with leaving my room
And girls and cars and New York City
Girls and cars and New York City
Got dresses in my closet for somebody
I've never met them, not once
I follow false leads until I'm exhausted
No luck
I'm learning to recognize what's real
Learning to tell people how I feel
But it doesn't feel good yet
I'm standing on the promenade like a rock in a salmon stream
Don't know if I'm remembering a memory or a dream
Cause it has to do with leaving my room
Remember when I used to play in the water mid-June
Now every single day feels like Sunday afternoon
Think that's all I have to say
I've said enough for today
I'm pretty tired, soon I'll drift away
And dream of the girls
In the cars
In the city
Of New York