I wish I

I wish I had something to hold onto
Cause I just can't let it all go
I wish I had something to hold onto
Cause I just can't let it all go

Why would I ever try even when I
Can get a little help from my friends
It's all a test of patience yo and time's a bitch
But I just keep on wishing I can make the switch
And I can find the strength and I climb all the ranks
But what if I remain determined to just push it all away
And if I give up now then it's all a waste
And I can never shake these memories
Of when I looked you in your face as I

I wish that I had something to hold onto
But I guess I'll just let it all go
I wish that I had the time and the strength
And the patience and reasons I was left
To find some peace of mind but I don't

Cause I won't hold back
When in fact it's a planned attack
And I stand my ground
Turn it round and watch it melt to sound
And just fly

Cause I've never believed if I could just soar
High enough to leave it behind and never feel anymore
Could I lose my mind and what would I find
And I've never believed that if you even the score
And try to sum it all up until we're equals no more
Will there be a piece of mind left that I can find

Cause it's no holds bar
It just seems that's the way it goes
When you've gone too damn far
But not far enough to know
About the constant blows
That life always seems to throw
In your way it's just blocked roads
Leaving you with no fucking control
Yeah with absolutely no fucking control
In your face in your way with a bunch of blocked roads
Until the time comes where light forever shines
On these dark and hollow places
Deep within your search for piece of mind

And I won't back down
When in fact I'm gonna stand my ground
Just stand up proud scream and shout
Turn it all around and watch it melt to sound
Then just fly right by with another attack
Cause I'm always to wrong
Now I'm catching some slack
It's like until the time comes
Where light forever shines
On these dark and hollow places
Deep within our search for peace of mind