Traumatized (Single Version)

808 at night got me bit more traumatized
Everyone is there for me but I was ill advised
Changed my thoughts and everything just turned upside down
Five stages of the grief, cannot let myself drown
Need some time to take my path, maybe relocate
Vacation, find me love, need to keep my faith
Every sacrifice I did was just to save my dad
Couldn't save him couldn't help him those thoughts make me mad
Got em fighting end up crying, guess you failed to heal
And you expect me to come to church don't you see how I feel?
Got my problems, got no time to even contemplate
Sure I'm coming to the party but imma be late
I got em'

100 000 of those
I just overdosed
Who I gonna be?
What you gonna be?
100 000 of those
I just overdosed
Who they gonna be?
What they gonna be?
100 000 of those
I just overdosed
Who I gonna be?
What you gonna be?
100 000 of those
I just overdosed
Yea
I see the light!

Coming from heartbreak did
Prayers for god sake put
My whole life and my faith tell
Me What does it take? I got
No time to have break like
No time but got hate
Hope you understand cuz
I do understand
Looking trough window
Dark figures and wind blow
Somebody could help me
Helping hand you can save me
Coming from my dreams I know
How odd that seems
How does it all feels?
Losing someone of your needs?
Neptune by you
Neptune by you
Neptune by you
Neptune by you

100 000 of those
I just overdosed
Who I gonna be?
What you gonna be?
100 000 of those
I just overdosed
Who they gonna be?
What they gonna be?
100 000 of those
I just overdosed
Who I gonna be?
What you gonna be?