Healing Rain (feat. Diyo Matalo)

Lord I feel sick inside
Slowly seeing less reason for me to be alive
Living in sin when I know the truth
I don't know if there's a point reaching out to You
I don't know where else to go Lord
I can't count how many times I hit the floor Lord
And it don't matter how hard I try
I know that I can't do this on my own
Heal my mind
Heal my soul
Take these thoughts Lord
Make me whole
I need Your healing rain
I need Your healing rain
Heal my mind
Heal my soul
Take these thoughts Lord
Make me whole
Healing rain
I need Your healing rain

Been fighting you all of my life
You stuck around like a wife
We've been living in the dark so long I don't know how to bring you to light
You never really did mind though
You were always fine being on a low
You just wanted a hold of my mind
So You just took it one thought at a time
You never acted out of line
You always helped me pass the time
You were always there for me to run to
Now I'm thinking I can't do without You
I'm tired of living in cycles
Always wondering where my life's going
I'm tired of taking one step forward then moon walking like I'm Micheal
Everybody's got a vice but nobody looks like they're struggling
Everybody's got a vice but we just do it for the hell of it
I ain't sure how to fight
And part of me doesn't want to
I'm just searching for the light
So God You really need to come through
I'm just trying to get it right
But that ain't possible without You
I suck fighting on my own
But that don't mean I should doubt You
I really wish that I could take back all the times that I hurt You
Cuz You're the One I should run from but the only One that I can run to

Lord I feel sick inside
Slowly seeing less reason for me to be alive
Living in sin when I know the truth
I don't know if there's a point reaching out to You
I don't know where else to go Lord
I can't count how many times I hit the floor Lord
And it don't matter how hard I try
I know that I can't do this on my own

Everyday's a waste I know I don't deserve it
This fear is all I know oh God beneath the surface
I'm feeling hopeless, lost abandoned without a locus
I'm loosing focus, believing all this hocus pocus
I'm listening the voices in my head keep bickering
It's sickening, the light within keeps flickering
It's quick sand that I'm standing in
The harder I struggle the more I find me sinking in
Lay my sin at the altar when I walk away I'm picking it
Scared to pull the trigger on my flesh so I'm just beating it
This brokenness I cannot bear but I suck at fixing it
My life's in need of repair so tell me are You listening
I'm down on my knees I'm begging please I need quickening
You said You said You'd never leave
Lord I need You more than the very air that I breathe
I need Your light cuz my ego's the only thing I see
Stuck in the dark, making my way only by how I feel
Lord help me please

Lord I feel sick inside
Slowly seeing less reason for me to be alive
Living in sin when I know the truth
I don't know if there's a point reaching out to You
I don't know where else to go Lord
I can't count how many times I hit the floor Lord
And it don't matter how hard I try
I know that I can't do this on my own
Heal my mind
Heal my soul
Take these thoughts Lord
Make me whole
I need Your healing rain
I need Your healing rain
Heal my mind
Heal my soul
Take these thoughts Lord
Make me whole
Healing rain
I need Your healing rain

You can take everything that I am
I can't do this life all on my own
I can't do this life all on my own
Yeah
"Become everything that I am"
I can't do this life all on my own
I can't do this life all on my own



Credits
Writer(s): Diyo Matalo
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