Poisonous

Said your love is poisonous
It is, it is
And girl you left me in such joylessness
You did, you did
You broke my heart and enjoyed it
You did, you did

Yeah, yeah
Said your love is poisonous
It is, it is
And girl you left me in such joylessness
You did, you did
You broke my heart and enjoyed it
You did, you did
Have you ever heard of loyalness
I'll tell you someone who did, someone who did
It was me girl, I was always there for you
I cared for you, now I feel terrible but good for you
All I want is what's best for you, what's left for you
I'm the best you could have
And tell me who has been abused
I'm so below, but I don't want to be like you

So tell me I'll be fine
I live in a lie
I am so deprived
Yeah, babygirl, I don't want to fight
Just get out my life
Don't make me tell you twice
Got PTSD from last year
Memories of the past reappear
I don't want to live life, I'm so scared
To be alone, I'm damn near
Falling off of the edge
I stopped taking meds, but I'm still not happy
Love, it just leaves me depressed
I wish you the best, I don't know what's happening
I pray to God, "maybe fix me"
And I look at life like it's history
Then I speak to the devil he tricks me
But I got to stay focused I'm ten feet
Yeah, desires of flesh Lord forgive me
Letting out all my pain, It restricts me
And I cannot fall in love, I cannot give you trust
My demons forbid me

Said your love is poisonous
It is, it is
And girl you left me in such joylessness
You did, you did
You broke my heart and enjoyed it
You did, you did
Have you ever heard of loyalness
I'll tell you someone who did, someone who did
It was me girl, I was always there for you
I cared for you, now I feel terrible but good for you
All I want is what's best for you, what's left for you
I'm the best you could have
And tell me who has been abused
I'm so below, but I don't want to be like you

And the reason I'm chasing my goals is because your dreams come true
But did I manifest too soon
No, I don't think so, cause I'm ready for change
I'm trying to live life, looking for better days
I think that I've had enough of the heartbreaks
And if I zone out, just know I'm lost in space
Yeah, I'm lost in space
Gone too soon, but I say I'm okay
Fake smile on my face, no one knows the inner pain
Yeah, do you have what it takes
To put all your hurt right up for display
And I'm trying to embrace my flaws and sins I hate
R.I.P. R.I.P. R.I.P. my heart is gone
Yeah, lie to me, lie to me, lie to me, I don't belong
Might just be, might just be, might just be already gone
Yeah, yeah, said your love is poisonous
I'm trying to forget all the things you did
And I'm doing my best, you know that it's hard to forgive
I just want to rest, but you on my mind again
Yeah, you on my mind again

Said your love is poisonous
It is, it is
And girl you left me in such joylessness
You did, you did
You broke my heart and enjoyed it
You did, you did
Have you ever heard of loyalness
I'll tell you someone who did, someone who did
It was me girl, I was always there for you
I cared for you, now I feel terrible but good for you
All I want is what's best for you, what's left for you
I'm the best you could have
And tell me who has been abused
I'm so below, but I don't want to be like you



Credits
Writer(s): Sam Woodall
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