ASYLUM
Paint a picture of a girl I'm going mad
I don't wanna kill her
Cuz I want to watch her suffer
They say I'm twisted
They try to give me meds
I don't want it
No I do not want it
Spit it out if you try to force it
I never sleep
Cuz my thoughts is always running
I can't complete anything no motivation
If demons eat me then you're invited to my funeral
Scary not unusual
Cuz I am delusional
I'm tryna focus on getting out of my head
It's like a maze quiet when I'm asleep in bed
Next day my thoughts knock on my door again and say
let me in
I'm going crazy crazy
Inside this fucking box
I'm going crazy crazy and no ones here to hold my hand
Lately I've been screaming
I just want this to be over hold my breath and take me now
Eat some dinner
Haven't eaten in a few weeks
It's so delicious how the fingers taste inside me
Look so suspicious when I'm talking to one
They're scared
It helps me feel better
Just don't hold a vendetta
I cry to God
Want him to make me normal
It ain't working I just hope I'm not that too far gone
Should I go to church so they can tell me to pray it off
My town always prays it off
No one cares just pray it off
Maybe I'll just travel and go to another place
Give myself heart attack I know I'm not okay
Maybe I'll just slit my throat and let the blood drain
Get hit by a car and let the fluid melt my brain
Take a rocket ship and fly up into space
Sit in the railroad tracks and get hit by a train
If I was gone would it matter anyway
Don't tell anyone cuz it's bad to think this way
I'm speaking it to fruition
No it was never my mission
Until I felt how mean the world was to me couldn't cope with it
Already had pre existing
Issues since I was a kid and
I just hope no one reads what I write when I'm journaling
I'm tryna focus on getting out of my head
It's like a maze quiet when I'm asleep
in bed
Next day my thoughts knock on my door again and say
let me in
I'm going crazy crazy
Inside this fucking box
I'm going crazy crazy and no ones here to hold my hand
Lately I've been screaming
I just want this to be over hold my breath and take me now
I'm going crazy crazy
Inside this fucking box
I'm going crazy crazy and no ones here to hold my hand
Lately I've been screaming
I just want this to be over hold my breath and take me now
I don't wanna kill her
Cuz I want to watch her suffer
They say I'm twisted
They try to give me meds
I don't want it
No I do not want it
Spit it out if you try to force it
I never sleep
Cuz my thoughts is always running
I can't complete anything no motivation
If demons eat me then you're invited to my funeral
Scary not unusual
Cuz I am delusional
I'm tryna focus on getting out of my head
It's like a maze quiet when I'm asleep in bed
Next day my thoughts knock on my door again and say
let me in
I'm going crazy crazy
Inside this fucking box
I'm going crazy crazy and no ones here to hold my hand
Lately I've been screaming
I just want this to be over hold my breath and take me now
Eat some dinner
Haven't eaten in a few weeks
It's so delicious how the fingers taste inside me
Look so suspicious when I'm talking to one
They're scared
It helps me feel better
Just don't hold a vendetta
I cry to God
Want him to make me normal
It ain't working I just hope I'm not that too far gone
Should I go to church so they can tell me to pray it off
My town always prays it off
No one cares just pray it off
Maybe I'll just travel and go to another place
Give myself heart attack I know I'm not okay
Maybe I'll just slit my throat and let the blood drain
Get hit by a car and let the fluid melt my brain
Take a rocket ship and fly up into space
Sit in the railroad tracks and get hit by a train
If I was gone would it matter anyway
Don't tell anyone cuz it's bad to think this way
I'm speaking it to fruition
No it was never my mission
Until I felt how mean the world was to me couldn't cope with it
Already had pre existing
Issues since I was a kid and
I just hope no one reads what I write when I'm journaling
I'm tryna focus on getting out of my head
It's like a maze quiet when I'm asleep
in bed
Next day my thoughts knock on my door again and say
let me in
I'm going crazy crazy
Inside this fucking box
I'm going crazy crazy and no ones here to hold my hand
Lately I've been screaming
I just want this to be over hold my breath and take me now
I'm going crazy crazy
Inside this fucking box
I'm going crazy crazy and no ones here to hold my hand
Lately I've been screaming
I just want this to be over hold my breath and take me now
Credits
Writer(s): Avery Neyland
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