it doesn't rly matter (feat. Kali McLeod)

Give me one reason to tell you that you should stay with me
I promise that I tried, but all our promises make-believe
Down to my last dollar, my pockets thin as paper be
She was picking fruit from the forbidden tree
I just chill and rake the leaves
In my head a vacancy exists, like you erased the scene
If you shootin' aimlessly you'll miss, you should unload the piece
My girlie thinkin' she walk over me
I'm underneath the carpet and her heel's where my shoulders be

My story's Jason and the Golden Fleece
Chasing what's impossible for other people's broken dreams
A little messenger flew down to me
And told me that the path I'm on is righteous and he's proud of me
I found my peace within the beat
Found treatment for decent sleep
A sound different from what we wrote
We sound different, you peep the sheep
The people eat, but it's information they cannot swallow
So they hide themselves within a different brand of bottle

For twenty-two different lifetimes, my brain's been overthinking
(It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter)
They always say to swim up, instead I'm always sinking
(It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter)
Spent forty-four minutes at the function's gates
(It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter)
Line up what they've been talking 'bout and it don't equate
(It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter)

When I can't feel my face, will you tell me I'm alive?
Hiding in my room while they dance outside
Put it all on me, baby, take that dive
I'll be the reason that you stay alright
Why does everybody wanna party through the night?
I'm just gunna chill, take the Beam for a ride
There's too much at stake, either live or we'll die
I just wanna see us all reach twenty-five
When I can't feel my face, will you tell me I'm alive?
Hiding in my room while they dance outside
Put it all on me, baby, take that dive
I'll be the reason that you stay alright
Why does everybody wanna party through the night?
I'm just gunna chill, take the Beam for a ride
There's too much at stake, either live or we'll die
I just wanna see us all reach twenty-five

Stuck inside my head
Sitting here with my thoughts spinning
Guess I'm lost again
Why'd you have to take my soul?
What was your reason?
You walked away with your head high
Left me with nothing

(With nothing baby)

And it doesn't really matter
Anymore, anymore
It doesn't really matter
Anymore, anymore
It doesn't really matter
Anymore, anymore
It doesn't really matter
Anymore, anymore

(It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter)
(It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter)
(It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter)

When I can't feel my face, will you tell me I'm alive?
Hiding in my room while they dance outside
Put it all on me, baby, take that dive
I'll be the reason that you stay alright
Why does everybody wanna party through the night?
I'm just gunna chill, take the Beam for a ride
There's too much at stake, either live or we'll die
I just wanna see us all reach twenty-five
When I can't feel my face, will you tell me I'm alive?
Hiding in my room while they dance outside
Put it all on me, baby, take that dive
I'll be the reason that you stay alright
Why does everybody wanna party through the night?
I'm just gunna chill, take the Beam for a ride
There's too much at stake, either live or we'll die
I just wanna see us all reach twenty-five

It doesn't really matter
It doesn't really matter
It doesn't really matter
Anymore, anymore
It doesn't really matter