M.H.P

Now that I found peace
In the darkest nights
I'll have no fear
Facin' the exit light
That is shinin' bright
Ever after
Each day I spent in
Some delusive thought
Daydreamin' of love
That all came to naught
Though so finally wrought
Reverie
Empty comedy
Anhedonia
Heal my gapin' scar
Melancholia
Be my leadin' star
Wore myself out
Longin' for warmth
Wore myself out
Longin' for warmth
Runnin' outta lies to give a meaning
To my life I'm schemin', I'm dreamin',
I'm slowly disappearin'
I'm drownin'
Never to be found and
Heavy on my heart
I'm sinkin' deeper and deeper
Mental health awareness a slogan that you can't miss
And every screen is screamin' out this comforting bliss
But why the hell
It hurts so much
It feels like a cyst
Society's hypocrisy
Pervertedly persists
And I built these walls
To save me from wars
But my battle grows
Inside these fleshy halls
And you can't hear a thing
You won't suspect a bit
Though my heart, it bleeds like a battlefield
And I couldn't say precisely that I would commit
But I left some notes in case I should quit
And I'm mesmerized
By no surprise
Romanticize
This perfect exit
Most every night when
I just drop my guard
Graspin' at straws while
Lettin' streams of thought
Overwhelm and flood
Ruthlessly
Rapture of the deep
Anhedonia
Heal my gapin' scar
Melancholia
Be my leadin' star
Wore myself out
Longin' for Warmth
Wore myself out
Longin' for Warmth
Wore myself out
Wore myself out



Credits
Writer(s): Daniela Hertje
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