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Why the hell she wanna end it?
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
Why can't I seem to forget
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
And every time you talk I'm cautious
When you speak it's getting too toxic

Running out of energy
Please tell me why you made me your enemy
I remember exactly what you just said to me
You, "don't like me"
Just wanna fight me
It's so hard for me and I don't know me

"I just want to let you know that
You are the love of my life
And you're my angel
And I would not want to spend my time with anyone else but you
And I love spending time with you it makes me really happy"
"liar"
I swear I've walked down this road before
Worked on myself for someone
Who don't love me anymore
But I let my feelings out in the place that I reside
Same place where you and I would hide

And I lost everything
You don't know anything
And I'll just shoot out my brain
Until I can't feel a thing

"I'm sorry if I ever hurt you
I feel like I have
Well I promise I'll try better"

Fuck you girl I don't know what your saying
Living the past life baby
When I had you for a second
I don't know why
You wanna fight all night

"Fuck you dawsin", better watch your saying
I'm gonna kill myself just to make a connection
I'm done tryna cry
I'm fucking done if you lie

When the wind cuts cold and the trees drop leaves
I had a vision of you
But you was never with me
I gave my all, but I'm weak
I made a promise to myself, but I don't think I can keep it

I've made amends with the thoughts inside my head
Face burns, everything I see fades into red
Was there something that I could've said?
I tend to hide away in the room where we slept

I need to leave this house, I need to do something better
I hope your new boyfriend treats your heart like it's treasure
I always give, you, always take you never gave me no effort
You're putting thoughts in my head
While you've been there getting pleasure

I need to get a fucking grip, because your love ain't shit
I've been, blindsighted by accomplishments
You've been caught up in yourself, you're such a narcissist
But I always wished and hoped it'd never come to this

"Are you okay?"



Credits
Writer(s): 9aevi ⠀, Dawson Webb, Pneuma ⠀
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