Trapped In the Summer

Where do I even start
All these feelings trapped in the dark
And I can't deny what's inside
You're tellin' me I'm fallin' apart
And I agree, it's what it has to be
So now I'm on my own
Trapped in the summer in July alone
And I can't and I won't ever forget you
When I hear your name at the tone
So I cry and I try to live life without you
Staring through the window
And I don't know what to do
I tell myself I tend to lose
My mind when I chase after you
And I can't deny, can't deny

I, didn't, love you, after all
And I can't, save you, I know
It's all my fault

I'm a piece of shit and fuck up
Imma down this whole bottle 'til the sun come up
Imma listen to your feelings oh you wanna break up
I know, I know, this must be hard for you
Cause you're too damn insecure
Crying every weekend cause I can't assure
My love for someone who can't be saved
What does it take? Does it take

I, didn't, love you, after all
And I can't, save you, I know
It's all my fault

Thirty missed calls, on my phone
I don't need your love, leave a message at the tone
Leave me alone, I'm not home
I was trapped in your world now I feel un, known
I felt the walls cavin' in around me
Trapped inside a hell that became reality
Was happy way before should've kept the energy
I'm sorry baby girl I don't have no sympathy
I can't believe, I still think of her, now and then
I tried to grieve, when I was in distress actually
Can I find my way, back into her skinny arms
I know it's cold, when the summer warm I feel alone