Standing Tall

Yall ask where ive been
Ive been battling some things
I needed some me time

Here i am back again
Feel like im trapped inside my head
I dont know if i was dead or awake
Felt like i was in a holy place
But than it happened
They turned on me
I heard them scream
I have them again
Again and again
Inside of my head
Those suicidal thoughts
Demons knocking at my door and i couldnt hold them back no more
A crimescene
Inside of my basement
I couldnt even fucking face it
How can i go from feeling amazing
To being the one thats so fucken lazy
I felt basic lost and hazey
I need saving
These feeling that im feeling
I dont even wanna play with
Now im battling these demons and i know that you cant see them but
I can hear them screaming
And they nearly stopped me breathing
I dont wanna say this but i feel like death got cheated

If its all or nothing then i give my all
With my back up against the wall
So many want to see me fall
Put 10 toes down ill be standing tall
If its all or nothing then i give my all
With my back up against the wall
So many want to see me fall
Put 10 toes down ill be standing tall

Why was i chosen to live a life
Where i couldnt hold my pride
Safe to say i was holding on
Didnt know what for
What life had installed
Trying to see me through the eyes
of my baby
Now its not just you and me its also m and z
I thought at first that this was a curse
I quote these words
Is this a blessing or a curse
Well it could of been very worse
Im sorry that i dont seem ecstatic
Im processing what has happened
Till i stopped
Thought to accept it
Now i see what the angels have sent me
These feeling that im feeling
I will happily go play with
Im not battling these demons
I will show you how to beat them
I drowned out all their screaming
They will never stop me breathing
I will proudly go and say this
Now im happy death got cheated

If its all or nothing then i give my all
With my back up against the wall
So many want to see me fall
Put 10 toes down ill be standing tall
If its all or nothing then i give my all
With my back up against the wall
So many want to see me fall
Put 10 toes down ill be standing tall



Credits
Writer(s): Josh Speechley
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