"My Annual Breakdown" (Saturn Demo)

Got a feeling
That's all I ever get
No more thoughts, rationality lost
Too easy to get stuck in your head

Every day feels like a passing glance
Looking for a reason to take a chance
Not all you feel is real
Do you ever feel like

Everybody's trying to pick your brain
There's no function to friendship, there's no path to fame
A downward spiral, the human race
Solipsism controls your mind, and shows in your face

The growing implausibility of your friends' religion
Everybody just really needs something to believe in
There's real responsibility, and it's all on you
So pick your head up, get out there, and keep on breathing

And I feel my annual breakdown coming on
No that's a lie
My feelings are my feelings, and nobody in the world can tell me why

Not sure if I'm wrong
I just know that you're not right
Everyone's wrong every once in a while
So let's have our annual breakdown tonight

You make it more difficult than it has to be
It's not fair that you put all that weight on me
Not sure if I want you, it depends on the day
I really don't know what you expect me to say

Never asked for a life of emotional debt
Can't be my problem, or I'll go into the red
Woke up on the wrong side of life, and fell out of the bed

Flashing back now, to all things they said
"You're such an old soul, you live in the present"
"You feel all the pain, 'cause your emotionally intelligent"
You tower over all of them, so let me teach you a lesson
If you can't demand respect, then you can't expect them to

Love you and you can't hope that they'll
Accept you and after all these years of
Living in the past, and trying to make it your present
The only reason your mind consumes you is because you let it

And I feel my annual breakdown coming on
No that's a lie
Everyone's wrong every once in a while
So let's have our annual breakdown tonight

No you don't know what I'm going through, so watch out
I'm coming through, I'm not stopping for you anymore

You were the first one to walk out the door
I'm not holding out hope anymore

I guess I'll see you in the future, when I love you once more
And if I see you before then I'll give you my best wishes, and close the door
But I don't wanna see you fall, and I don't wanna see at all