Distant

I bet I got it now though
I been showed a lot of love in my life but it never feels real
Sometimes I wake up in the morning like I'm still here
Yeah, yeah

Sometimes I wake up in the morning
Like I can't believe I'm still here
I been showed a lot of love in my life
But it never feels real
Ain't got shit to prove but I will still kill
Lately I been glued I been cracking real seals
I wish I known all the xanny I was taking
Would make a nigga forget but the pain still here
I could float a boat I been having real tears
None of this shit wrote boy I'm having real skills
Gave myself a deadline cause I work better under pressure
Look mama we headlining, I said your view was gone get better
Some niggas want me dead now but I don't care I'm moving clever
He won't say what he said now that boy ain't know I run with steppers

If it's too hard for you to
Love me like I need you to
Just keep it G with me
Don't be trying to make it hard for me to leave
I been stepping over broken hearts easily
Sent a million texts but they still ain't reading me
It's something wrong with a nigga
Hell naw I'm just different
Listen you'll like me better if I'm distant

I know, I know
I won't be getting all the love back that I showed
It's crazy how I see big Q sometimes with both eyes closed
And I can't sleep because I got demons fighting for my soul
And I know, I know
Ain't no walking out that door if I ain't got my pole
I love this music but I really do it for my folks
They say it's supposed to help you open up
And still, I don't

Yeah, yeah
Tried it all and now I'm tired
No more trust all y'all done lied
And I got scars all in my eyes
No more stars are in my skies
Yeah, yeah
Tried it all and now I'm tired
No more trust all y'all done lied
And I got scars all in my eyes
No more stars are in my skies
Yeah, yeah