Not in Love

Half numb going through the motions
Hollow shell devoid devotion
I wouldn't call this life
I wouldn't call this alive
Broken bones and roads not taken
Steady hands so rarely shaken
I wonder what that's like
Wonder how we're alike
Didn't take to well adjusted
White lies that go by trusted
Authentically
It's rather trying, honestly

I'm not in love
I'm not in love
So lately now
I'm not in love
I'm not in love
(I'm not in love)
I'm not in love
I'm not in love
So lately now
I'm not in love
I'm not in love

Big ideas and vague intentions
Monsters of rogue invention
I wouldn't call it right
Wouldn't know if I'm right
Fixate on self destruction
Livewire nearly touching
So tragically
It's rather trying, honestly

Cause I can feel the shiver and the sugar's shot
Nothing in the quiver but a heart of rot
I've been taking more time talking to myself
But these chanted alibis never seem to help
So I cling to routine, I'm dust in stealth
I need a new dream to spare my health
Ain't ever seen a soul in such distress and
I don't see a storm like this regressing no

I'm not in love
I'm not in love
So lately now
I'm not in love
I'm not in love
I'm not in love
I'm not in love
I'm not in love
So lately now
I'm not in love
I'm not in love

Free pain and lost emotion
Shallow wells and secret oceans
I want to call this life
I want to call this alive
Refrain from all that's taken
Feel the rain the fever breaking
Anthemically
Trying rather honestly

Cause I can feel the shiver and the sugar's shot
Nothing in the quiver but a heart of rot
I've been taking more time talking to myself
But these chanted alibis never seem to help
So I cling to routine, I'm dust in stealth
I need a new dream to spare my health
Ain't ever seen a soul in such distress and
I don't see a storm like this regressing no

I'm not in love
I'm not in love



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Writer(s): Christopher Couche
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