Better In the End

Hey God I hope you can hear me right now
Sometimes I just talk out loud when I talk to you
You know all my people been going through the ringer
And we been doing this for a long time now
And when I was just hoping if I could change that

I'm at war with myself, like I don't need your help
I'll be lying to myself, if I thought I didn't need it
I'll be on that block, pushing that rock, trynna repeat his story
I talk to God, because I need his glory
FaceTime, hope it's my brother if he calling
Waste time, I don't wanna be the one that's stalling you
If I win, you know we all win too
Pick up the phone that's why I'm calling you

Uh uh, Bitch I got freedom where I walk
Ima up and leave cause it's my fault
Hope you believe in who you talking to
Uh uh, if that's my demon, he gone spark
Ain't no we if we depart, Don't know who's party i been walking through
Uh uh, but I'm on alert
Got this big 40 under my shirt
If a nigga try me, I'll go berserk
Hook him up to a I-V, I'll be the first
I walk straight up out that lobby like it's where I work
Bitch I'm Doctor Trendz
He had something to bring to the table
So we locked him in
I feel that pain when I get weak
But I can't pop no xan
I'll pop a perky though
I already fell in love with my India
I feel like shmurkio

I'm at war with myself, like I don't need your help
I'll be lying to myself, if I thought I didn't need it
I'll be on that block, pushing that rock, trynna repeat his story
I talk to God, because I need his glory
FaceTime, hope it's my brother if he calling
Waste time, I don't wanna be the one that's stalling you
If I win, you know we all win too
Pick up the phone that's why I'm calling you
Give me your all, I put my all in too
If we gone fall, just know I'm falling too
It's me and y'all, I wanna ball with you
Get a big house, so I can move my family in
I see you struggle, You see me struggle, This shit damaging
Don't wanna wait another year to try this plan again
Now you my friend, now you my foe, you just a fan again
Maybe if I win, I'll be the man again
If I repent all my sins, will I stand a chance
Could I go hand to hand, Maybe
Maybe Maybe Maybe
It'll be better in the end

I'm at war with myself, like I don't need your help
I'll be lying to myself, if I thought I didn't need it
I'll be on that block, pushing that rock, trynna repeat his story
I talk to God, because I need his glory
FaceTime, hope it's my brother if he calling
Waste time, I don't wanna be the one that's stalling you
If I win, you know we all win too
You know ima split it all with you