On & On

Why am I constantly wishing I believed in superstition
When my mind can't ignore the facts
In fact, you say it once you can say it twice but my ears can't hear so well tonight
I'm falling forward leaving it all behind my back

So go ahead and kiss my fucking ass

And this goes on and on and on its always the same
The truth is far from home and I forgotten where we came
Did you put faith in me
Did I let you down again
This goes on and on and on its always the same

Joint in my mouth and behind my ear
One step on my greatest fear
Let's go ahead and call it a grave
Falling face first into my own trouble
No way to rebuild the ruble
The ship has sailed and I am left to swim the deep

I am the rock that will refuse to sink

And this goes on and on and on that's just how it goes
I always find myself counting all my woes
Don't put faith in me
I'll let you down again
If this goes on and on and on what did you expect

What did you expect

There's not a lot of things I remember
But what I do think of the past
I only like to think of the happy things
The things that made me smile
The things I treasure near and dear to my heart
But it's not always like that
Sometimes I can't remember the happy things
Sometimes I get in this deep dark hole and just remember the sad parts of growing up
Poor, alone
On a dirt road with no car
No gas, nothing
Feeding my brothers the last scraps of food
Seeing my mother cry when she was unemployed
Everything
But I have to just remember it all has a purpose
It all has a reason to be in my life
And maybe it's made me better
Maybe it's made me worse
But all I know is that I'm here and I got through it all

This goes on and on and on
That's just how it goes
I always find myself
Counting all my woes
Did you put faith in me
Did I let you down again
This goes on and on and on
What did you expect
This goes on and on and on
On and on and on