Monday Nights Are Trash Nights

I'm sorry
I call you every time
I've had way too much to drink
These streetlights
These sleepless nights
Makes it hard to get through the week

Remind me

I'll never be the person you want me to be
And every night I'm losing more and more sleep
This crippling pressure brings me to my knees
The next time I call you's the last you'll hear of me

Are you sorry
You call me every time
You realize you're in way to deep
Your blue eyes
These stormy skies
Makes me feel like I'm going weak

Don't forget you were the one who wanted to leave
You packed up and left don't put the blame on me
You can't look in my eyes you're not who you pretended to be
I'm done with your bullshit I'm going back to sleep

When you're in bed
Running conversations through your head
You paraphrase the words I've said
To friends and family you mislead
Deceit and lies are all the spread

I miss you
(I miss you)
At least I used to
You're so used to dragging me under but now what will you do
I'll hang tight
(I'll hang tight)
Alone in my bed every night
(Every night)
Wishing to make
Memories with out having to share them with you