Tip tap, my dead dad

How can I call you family?
How can I call you family?

How can I call you family?
Even if you won't let me stay home
I think I fucked up my whole entire life
Thinking I just went around it, nicely right

Tip tap, my dead dad
On the floor with the gun he shot himself with
God if I didn't have the glimpse
I would've fucking left it

And probably
He didn't think much about how I left
Now he's dead
Mom didn't care how depressing it got to me
She said, "just follow your dreams, it won't take too long for them to die"
Now there goes dad, he saved my life

There he goes...
How can I call you family?
If you can't save me
I told you about it
I could've just left it again, as my friends said to me

Don't beat yourself up
Just loosen up
Let it go
They say that every-time
I get into the stage (To the stage)
I go away (Away)
To Oklahoma
Back to France
They said that I can not think about that

I know I can't think about it (I know, I know, I know)
No I can't think about it
No I can't think about it
No I can't think about it
No I can't think about it
No I can't think about it
No I can't think about it

And so now you know I miss him
As Christmas goes, I'll sing this song for you
I know you're not even real, but in my head you are
You were art, it was hard to paint the pictures where you fell apart
Telling mom that she fucked it up so well
She'll end up in hell
But just know, I love you so much