Conscious Days

Look
Conscious
I'm deep in my thoughts, contemplating about my dreams as a boy
Hoping I could go back
When my biggest problems was not having toys
'Cause it was easier than
Nothing is as hard as becoming a man
But I go hard with a pen
I got flows on some flows and they drowning my pad
Turning dreams into reality
Keeping them promises I made to me as a kid
I wake up and make out the most of it
Use every chance that I get to make me a great king
Mama said "Work hard"
Mama said "Humble yourself and just pray for your needs"
"And son if you pray hard
Your maker will give you the strength to get up on your feet"
And whenever it seems rough
I look to the skies and I hope that I'm not alone
I pray for my dreams 'cause
They're the only thing keeping me sane when I'm on my own
I keep fighting my demons
But my dad is a demon that just keeps on holding on
So I roll up my weed nigga
I'm rolling it up just so I can erase the pain
Cause I feel like err'day
I feel it like err'day
I feel it like err'day
Feel it like err'day

Look
I'm a fatherless figure
Yes I'm a son a nigga
A son who can never say "father I need you"
Crazy cause it done become a tradition
Where I needed lessons, my Mama would come in and school us
She taught him more than she did us
She taught him that being a parent is bigger
Than having a powerful voice over children
And I'm hoping he's learning something about compassion
'Cause my little sister adores him
In her eyes, he's all that and perfect
For here sake, I'm hoping he's learning
Between us, ain't shit worth of fixing
Cause, I'm looking to be my man
By fighting my battles, I'll build a new legacy
From the bottom, I'll climb to the pentacle
'Cause a vision is what I am living through
Packed my bags and I moved out of Mama crib
With a plan, and I hope that it's bulletproof
If I die, then at least it'll be honourable
'Cause I'd die for the art that I'm living for
Art that I'd kill you for bra if you do me wrong
And you niggas do not wanna do me wrong
Cause my vision and hunger is really strong
And I bleed out my heart up on every songs



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