Orchid (Wide Awake)

Underestimate
The depth of these wounds
I've been digging graves
By the light of the moon
I self isolate
Am I damned
Am I
Always tempting fate
Is catching up with me

Wide awake
I'm sinking in the depths of this raging sea
Oh please
Cause I'm so damn sick of feeling empty
Wide awake
Am I too far gone
Up again til dawn
And I can't think straight
Cause I'm so damn tired of feeling wide awake

Crippled by self hate
The walls are closing in
But how can I just wait
When this feels like the end
Sick inside my brain
Never ending shame
Am I not just prey to my instability
Stuck inside my head
Wishing I was dead
Close my eyes instead
Can I just pretend that I'm not

Wide awake
I'm sinking in the depths of this raging sea
Oh please
I'm so damn sick of feeling empty
Wide awake
Am I too far gone
Up again til dawn
And I cant think straight
Cause I'm so damn tired of feeling wide awake

And I wonder
Where I'll be after
Sinking underneath
Waves crash over me
I'm struggling trying to breathe
I'm paralyzed

Wide awake
Awake but feeling lost
Wide awake
Awake but at what cost

Wide awake
I'm sinking in the depths of this raging sea
Oh please
I'm so damn sick of feeling empty
Wide awake
Am I too far gone
Up again til dawn
And I can't think straight
Cause I'm so damn tired of feeling wide awake



Credits
Writer(s): Barry Shelton
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