Drownin'

Drink it up, Sip it up
Take a look at my soul I'm drownin'
Drink it up, Sip it up
Take a look at my soul
Drink it up, Sip it up
Take a look at my soul I'm drownin'
Look at my soul, I'm drownin'
Look at my, Look at my

Drink it up, Sip it up
Take a look at my soul I'm drownin'
Drink it up, Sip it up
Take a look at my soul
Drink it up, Sip it up
Take a look at my soul I'm drownin'
Look at my soul, I'm drownin'
Look at my, Look at my

Look at my soul, I'm drownin'
Look at my voice, I found it
A few shots and I'm feelin' nostalgic
Drink it all no matter what the amount is
Voices in my head, that sound is
Growin' louder you don't really
wanna know what loud is
Tryna fit in with everybody around it
Conscience shoutin', how could you allow it?
Flagrant foul, And-1, Count it
You say that you can relate, I doubt it
I ain't really thinkin' about what can happen from it, all I
care about is that it find my pain and that it numb it, all this
tolerance I'm buildin' got it pausin'
all my feelin's hard to deal with
all this bullshit got it packed up to the ceilin'
Concealin' that it's an escape for me
It's somethin' you can not take from me
Distilled rain to kill the pain in me
Inside my shell I wait n' bleed
Room stay spinnin' this the wave that I been in
Down in a hole is the way I been livin'
Poundin' my soul, outta control, sound is eroding
Chest cavin' in, I'm folding
Holding onto life by a shoestring
Hoping for better days and a new
Beginning with the way I'm livin'
But I can't stop with the way I'm sinnin'
No wait just a minute
No way that I'm finished
Ok I'm diminished
Slow fade, yea no kiddin'
I'm in the corner of my room just sittin'
'Bout to have the time of my life, Good Riddance
Lookin' in the mirror gotta cover up my eyes
Lookin' right through myself I don't wanna see inside
I been screamin' out for help, not gettin' a reply
Tellin' momma I'm sorry in person on the other side
You can only see it from the sidelines
You don't really wanna see through my eyes
Get back, give me space at a stop sign
I digress, guess I'll have another Mai Tai
Got a few more days until I die
Walk around, tiptoe on a fine line
I don't see a difference whenever I try
Peace of mind, piece of soul, tryna find mine
Don't think I'll ever rest in peace
Thoughts got me feelin' like I'm a freak on a leash
Bleedin' out every time that I speak
But they don't ever really like it when you say what you mean
Up n' Down, why'm I so bi-polar
Chuggin' this bottle, no I don't wanna grow older
I'm Kel, that's my orange soda
Mandalorian, that's my baby Yoda

Drink it up, Sip it up
Take a look at my soul I'm drownin'
Drink it up, Sip it up
Take a look at my soul
Drink it up, Sip it up
Take a look at my soul I'm drownin'
Look at my soul, I'm drownin'
Look at my, Look at my

Drink it up, Sip it up
Take a look at my soul I'm drownin'
Drink it up, Sip it up
Take a look at my soul
Drink it up, Sip it up
Take a look at my soul I'm drownin'
Look at my soul, I'm drownin'
Look at my, Look at my

Somethin' keeps pullin' me down
I really feel like I'm drownin'
I made up a voice in my head, like
What you doin' man I think it's the end right?
Hit the gas on a two-way road, when it's 2:00am
And it's turn off the headlights
What's the worst that can happen now?
I think that bein' fucked up is comin' back in style
See I'm lucky that I'm here, we should go and get a beer
Maybe use it to swallow a couple pills, really get wild
I gotta push the voice down before it's too loud
I been here before, I just need to get a grip
on this shit and hold the mic 'round
They want me to slip, but that ain't no way
to live, so I switch it up and write down
What I feel when I get up on the mic
And I find what it means to spit it out
I don't really care in the end if you think
that I'm dope or I fit with you
I just got some shit I need to say, so I put it on
the page and I paint when I'm in the booth
I know that I'm different admittedly, but I never
gave a fuck, look at you man you're all the same
Everybody sleepin' on the truth, but I'm here
doin' work 'til you're wide awake
they wanna hide the hate, but I can see that clear view
Tryna keep all of the doubt in the rearview
But it's hard to look ahead when
there's demons in the backseat
pullin' at my soul 'til it tear through
Got me feellin' like I'm Batman, year two
In the fight of my life with the reaper
Try to get to the ones that I love
But he knows he gotta get through me first
Feel like I'm drownin' and everyone 'round is just
waitin' and watchin' me strugglin' countin' the seconds
until I quit fightin' the crowd they been smilin' at me
while they weighin' me down and they claimin' they help
listen in close and their voices all sound like myself
I couldn't tell it's the same one that's been
here all along and it's finally taken me out

Drink it up, Sip it up
Take a look at my soul I'm drownin'
Drink it up, Sip it up
Take a look at my soul
Drink it up, Sip it up
Take a look at my soul I'm drownin'
Look at my soul, I'm drownin'
Look at my, Look at my

Drink it up, Sip it up
Take a look at my soul I'm drownin'
Drink it up, Sip it up
Take a look at my soul
Drink it up, Sip it up
Take a look at my soul I'm drownin'
Look at my soul, I'm drownin'
Look at my, Look at my



Credits
Writer(s): Jeff Anton Thompson, Penacho Beats, Ryan Joshua Soule
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